i believe that, 'what you gave, you get back'..

meaning, whatever we did to others, anything good or bad things, will eventually came back to us..especially bad things, it will hunt us back..

let say we take advantage on others, someday, someone will take advantage on us too..

or, we help others when they need us, someday, when we need help, someone will be there for us..

so, i will try my best not doing something that i dont like people do to me..

but sometimes, it is out of my control..

i'm not trying to make an excuse here..

but when it comes to heart matters, i'm not really myself..

i dont want others to do the same to me but i just cant help it..

i hate myself when i'm like this..

cant make decision..haih haih haih..