Torn between two choices

Sometimes when we keep thinking about the consequences of the decision we might make, we cant really make a right decision.

All we can do is to pray for making a right decision.

And when we are torn between two choices, what would us do? Do we choose to make decision (after praying) that give a lesser bad impact to us, choose something is risky but worth the wait or just let life led the way?

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I love advertisement. Especially advertisement that have meaning..and personally i love late Yasmin Ahmad touch in advertisement..usually petronas shows the best advertisement ever..

And i love this 1 advertisement in astro. It meant to promote their tvIQ channel. In the advertisement there's people talking about so many things including the global warming, snails..

The truth is that, i really love the sentence made by one man in the advertisement..

"Things around this world makes you wonder about life.."

True..so true..

sometimes when i'm alone for a long time..i will do a lot thinking.. basically it makes me feel empty..

i feel empty right now...

wishing to talk to someone to cheer me up..

haih haih haih....

'kool' t-shirt..

I sat all day in front of the tv and my laptop and i did not on the fan..and yeah i wore a free mentos t-shirt there's a word "kool" on my t-shirt..yela, mentos kool kn..

then my mother suddenly said, "nanti jangan pakai dah t-shirt tu.."

me, totally blur and shocked, why i shouldnt wear this t-shirt. i even looked down at my t-shirt, jarang ke t-shirt ni, since its white..

then my mother like reading my mind, "yela, t-shirt tu kool..mak berpeluh-peluh sembahyang.."

she said that because she cant on the fan since i'm 'kool'..

hehehe..a small joke like this brighten my day since i'm in a bad mood today..hehehe

Liat macam ayam..

I'm still penanam anggur terhormat and maybe not for long..uhuk uhuk.. akak from my internship place call me this morning and asked me again whether i would like to work there..the offer was quite low since i'm a fresh graduate but who am i to demand more isnt it.. i thought they already have someone to work with them since they didnt respond to me when i asked them middle of june about the job they offer me..and now, when my hopes is down and i'm applying job for different company, they offer me again..haih..dunno what to do..she ask me to work tomorrow and i told her if i want to work with them, maybe i will start next week..so maybe..my journey as penanam anggur will ends by this week..haih..

btw, last week, since i'm too bored, i made muffin..the presentation was ok but the taste..erm..not bad but a bit liat..bak kata my adik, liat die macam makan ayam..ces ces..hehe..but making muffins or cakes makes me happy despite their result..jadi x jadi belakang kire..hehehe

erm..currently in depress mood..haih..haih..

Merempit

My sister asked me whether I wanted to follow her and my mother to summit in the afternoon and my answer, "tengokla sebab ingat nak merempit petang nanti..". She is totally clueless when I said that and keep asking what do i meant by that. My mother? She and I laughed since only both of us understand what I meant.

And I'm sure that people who read this were totally blur.. Azliza dah jadi minah rempit? Bukan, bukan saya bukan minah rempit. hehehe.. Just by riding a motorcycle makes me scared like hell. I still remember when I ride with haina. I'm so quiet because I'm too scared and she said that I'm too quiet that she was afraid that I fell off the motocycle..hehehe

So, what I meant with merempit? It came out when i was watching television with my mother and I'm exercising (can u imagine i'm exercising? that shows that i'm too bored sleeping all day at home..). While I do some squating (bend my knees and put out my hands like riding a bike), my mother suddenly make some facial expression and blurt out, "Eyh, buat apa ni? Merempit pulak dia..orang suruh kemas bilik dia merempit.." and she laughed.. and of course i laughed too..hehe

When I told my sister what I meant, she laughed too. My mother and sister couldnt stop laughing so i told my mom that she should try 'merempit' and i show her how to 'merempit'.

She 'merempit', "eyh, sakit lututla, adik xsakit lutut ke?"

Me, intended to kenakan her back, "mak xminum susu selalu tu yang sakit lutut tu.."

Mom, "eyh minum apa, yang mak beli susu anlene tu..selalu minum apa.."

Me, "Bila mak start minum? Waktu mak umur berapa? (still looking for a chance to kenakan her)"

Mom, "erm....(looking for a right answer)..umur 51++..."

Me, "ha..orang start minum masa muda2.."

Mom, cutting me, "kat tin tu tulis 51++. so kenala minum masa umur 51++..bawah dari tu xle la.."

Me, of course laughing so hard.. isyh, ada je jawapan my mom.. bagus plak tu..

haih, maybe i have some other time to kenakan her balik..hehehe

She even bring the tin to show to me..hehehe..sapa ada mak macam ni? i'm so lucky to have this kind of mother..i love u mom..hehe..

So people, now you know why i'm a bit sengal..its in the gene people..hehehehe..

And writing this reminds me one situation where a friend of mine wanted to tumpang me back to kl from melaka. Since my father fetch me, she asked my mother, "saya tumpang ni muat ke makcik... (because 2 friend of mine were already in the car..)"

My mother, "takpe, kalau xmuat nanti kita ambik tali rafia ikat kat kereta....(intend to kenakan my friend kot..)" hehehe

My friend blur at first and laughed after that..

My friend told me that she didnt expect that kind of answer ans she thought my mother would just answer, muat...

hehehehe..that's my mother.. and i love her so much.. *muahsss*

yahoo? or...erm..

i'm officially no longer a student since result is out.

a big relief..

i should be happy yet i have a mix feelings.

erm..what am i going to do next in my life?

continue doing master or acca or... work?

totally clueless..

bercakap kepada dunia

I was talking with a friend of mine when suddenly i told him that i have a blog.

He asked for my url and i refused to give him and i said that i'm embarrassed if he read my blog.

So he said (or something like this), " habis tu awak tulis blog takde sapa baca ke?"

and i said that, i know people were reading it and it's ok if i dont know who reading it. I write just to get off anything in my chest.

so he said (or something like this), "kire macam tulis ni bukan untuk semua orang baca, tapi nak bercakap kepada dunia..saya, tulis ni sebab nak bercakap kepada dunia bukan orang.."

dia perli? definitely yes. hehe

so.. why am i writing this? my safe answer is, to tell or share with everyone i know about myself or anything that cross my mind, in a way that by not telling them directly. paham ke? seriously saya pon tak berapa paham.hehe