1 year 1 month

Without i realised it, i have been working for the same company for a year and a month. Okay, i still remember asking for opinions whether i should accept the offer. And i still remember date i've been offer the job. It was on 27 April 2009. I remember because it was the same day i have final examination. Most of the friends i asked, give the same poinion. That is, just work for a few months first just to gain experience. Okay, i've the same opinion so i accept the offer since i didnt get my result yet. What's the harm of working and get some experience before looking for the best job right. The first week of my job, i have to go to ssm alone which makes me nervous since i never went there alone. I have to go to 3 places. Ssm, KWSP and bank. I humiliated myself in all three places. haih..

I still remember telling myself that i want to work there just for a few months, at least 6 month to gain experience. then i should look for a better opportunities as i didnt earn much. My father still support me in certain ways since my salary is quite low for degree qualification. But what i love about that company is that, they treat you like a family. When the practical student have to leave the company, there's always a farewell party. Which is a gain to the fellow staff. Makan free ok..

I love the environment but frankly, i hate the job. Doing accounts, auditing, tax and admin job is not my passion. but all of it, i hate being a ceti. When i have to call the clients for payment, it really gives a butterfly in my stomach. haih..lagi2 bila client tu janji, 'ok, next week saya bayar' and when i call him next week, his answer is still the same,'ok, next weeklah saya bayar..'. Itu belum lagi cerita pasal kena maki hamun dengan client yang suruh dahulukan duit untuk dia..Atau client yang berlagak bagus cakap dia boleh deal dengan bos je. Staf- staf macam kami ni hanya kuli yang tak layak deal dengan dia. Ok, masa tu rasa macam hina je jadi pekerja. atau dapat client yang mula-mula ok tapi lepas dia kena 'cucuk' with other family members sebab ada family issues, datang ofis marah2 kat kami. Cakap account kami tak lengkapla, whatsover..the thing is that, documentation tak cukup. Bak kata audit manager saya, document macam taik, account pon macam taiklah..ni pon dah cukup baik kami create account cantik-cantik cuma sebab tak cukup documentation, memangla takde detail semua. The client siap ugut, 'jangan terkejut kalau nanti ada lawyer or amanah raya datang ofis nanti check'.

Working in the field that required us to deal with human gives me hedache sometimes. Betul la, rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain. I have problems with bos at first since she's quite outspoken. Tapi kakak ofis cakap, dia orang banjar kan..kadang-kadang memang kasar cara cakap dia..Tapi saya pon tak kisahlah..as long as i have an awesome colleagues.

Macam-macam terjadi dalam setahun saya bekerja ni. Dari suka, duka, and peristiwa-peristiwa yang tak dapat di explain scientifically.. Selalunya saya orang pertama yang akan sampai kerja, so sebagai orang pertama memangla jadi tugas bukak semua suis. Masa bukak semua suis tu, tertengok dekat tv yang purposely pasang untuk tengok sapa kat luar ofis. Ada sorang part-timer ni baru sampai, Saya tengok je sebab nampak ada budak kecik ikut dia dari belakang. peliklah kan kenapa bawak adik pergi ofis. So bila dia masuk, saya tanya die, ada sapa2 kat belakang ke tadi. Dia cakap, mana ada..Saya cakap, "ha, bukan mimi bawak adik ke tadi..".. dia marah saya cakap mana ada siapa-siapa..Saya duduk terdiam sekejap.. Erm saya pasti nampak budak tadi..

Atau pon cerita seterusnya, ada sorang staff ni selalu datang awal pon macam tu, tiba-tiba rasa ada orang tengah pandang dia tapi bila toleh, takde siapa dan bulu roma terus naik lepas tu. Or cerita terbaru, my audit manager ni datang ari ahad sebab nak siapkan kerja and binding since isnin nak jumpa client. Binding machine kat dalam bilik bos, so since dia takde kunci, wat macam biasala..jadi mcgyver. slalunya aksinya berjaya but banyak kali try tak boleh-boleh. so bila dia toleh belakang, nak masuk balik dalam ofis kteorg, dah jauh dari pintu bilik bos tu, tib-tiba pintu bilik bos terbukak dengan sendiri. Dia terkejut tapi sebab lelaki kot, tak bother sangat siap boleh cakap,'terima kasihla ye, tolong bukakkan'. ok, gila..saya dan kakak-kakak ofis cakap, kalau tu kami, memang dah berlari terus turun bawah. tak kisah nk kunci-kunci pintu dah.. macam saya cakap mgkn akan tunggu di bawah, tunggu sapa-sapa teman saya untuk kunci balik ofis. macam ada sorang lagi akak btau, dia akan berlari tinggal semua benda kat atas. bekerja di sana buat saya lebih percaya lagi kewujudan makhluk-makhluk Allah selain manusia. dulu percaya cuma sebab tak pernah alami sendiri kan..

ok, conclusion nya, saya suka dan tak suka kerja di sana. suka kerana family environment kat sana. tak suka, kerjanya..peningla nak adjust-adjust account..pening juga nak deal dengan client-client yang tak reti bahasa..and kadang-kadang menakutkan bekerja kat tempat yang saya percaya ada makhluk lain..haih..