my company has decided to do some charity work this year..yelah, selalu pegi travel sana sini as aktiviti company so, kak asiah, the big boss decided to go to orphanage home..

so..guess who's been given the position of 'ketua unit pembangunan dan sosial'?

eceh2 konon2 nak bagi soalan suh orang jawabla kan..okla, tak payah jawab..

sayalah..<----jawapannya..(poyo kan? kalau poyo pon jangan cakap ye..haha)

okeih..since i'm not suitable being a leader, mostly i asked for my senior's opinion..ok, sangat susah sikit kerjanya since i have to ask my boss permission for anything i want to do..

but it feels good for doing something that benefit others..

cuma kerja lain makin banyak..kerja urgent makin banyak masuk..and i just been assigned to do 3 urgent audit report today..yang satu tu actually kena siapkan by today..yang lagi 2 supposely by next week.. and we have to take annual leave on this thursday..

ok ok..saya tak merungut..cuma rasa masa tak cukup nak siapkan suma benda..tapi nak balik awal jugak..sengal? memang pon..hehe

ok sebenarnya entry ini untuk luahkan perasaan dan juga meminta jasa baik mereka2, yang ingin menderma untuk anak2 yatim dan miskin, sila hubungi saya..we're going on 4th December so siapa2 rasa nak menderma, mari2..hehe..

barang-barang yang saya dah tanya En Dzulkarnain, pengurus RACTAR yang diorang perlu:

-barang2 runcit & toileteries (cth: bawang, milo, cili kering, teh, shampoo, sabun serbuk, sabun buku, etc2..beras dan minyak tak diperlukan since ada banyak lagi stok)

-kain2 sekolah (putih, sekolah rendah, menengah dan agama)

-buku2 latih tubi (upsr, pmr, spm)

-voucher bata (kasut sekolah)

erm..itu je kot yang ingat..kalau ada baju2 lama yang masih elok lagi nak bagi pon boleh bagi..anything lah..cant wait for that day..hrm...

'geli' moment..

i love the moment i went out of the office, starts the engine and off to go home sweet home..

the moment i hate is that stuck in front of the summit due to the heavy traffic so i usually use different route..

but everytime i need my entertainment of seeing a 'show', a disgusting one, i usually use the route in front of the summit..

seeing others picking their nose is quite a normal scenery..or eating..or reading a newspaper..or sikat misai..however, yesterday i encounter a new habit..

cabut bulu hidung dalam kereta.. geli? absolutely.. but maybe he also wanted to kill the time while waiting for the police traffic to let us go..

macam-macam ragam orang bila driving kan..hehe

Meaningful quote for today

"Sometimes we fall for someone we least expected to fall for..."

i read or heard this somewhere but i dont know where and when but it captured my heart..

there's no reason for falling in love..

if you love your boyfriend/girlfriend because he's handsome/ she's beautiful, it's not love but lust..

if you love your boyfriend/girlfriend because he's/ she's rich, you're just after their wealth not them..

if you have no solid reason for loving someone yet you're falling for him/her, then that means, you love him/her unconditionally..

i used to ask my friends,

"how'd you know when you're in love?"

their answer?

to be honest i didnt get the answer..

i think.. i think... maybe the answer are different based on different people..

maybe.. when you keeping thinking of the opposites every single day..every single night..every hour..every minute, every second..you're in love with that person..

maybe..

small things..

some people didnt really realise that things they did to us, small things i mean, would meant a lot to us..

for example,

have a courtesy to say thank you each time we help them..

or.. remember your birthday..

or.. invite you to her/his wedding by her/himself (i mean, not invite you by asking others to ask you on behalf of them..)

or.. remember that you like chocolate for example..

apa lagi ye..erm..too many things to list down..hehe..

erm..ok..what i'm trying to say here is that, sometimes small things we did to others might brighten their day..

at least i do.. (^_^)

question for the day..

if love could be define by words, what would it be?

i've been working for about 3 months and there's still a lot to learn..

every day is still a learning process..

especially when dealing with a fussy clients..

there's to many kind of people..

yang akan buatkan kita terpikir,"orang macam ni pon ade ye.."

like this one person..my former officemate angkat telefon and die tak dengar nama that person..so she asked again.."sori, sapa ni?"

and tau tak that person cakap apa..

with a tone that like bragging,"mizan..ala nama macam agong tu...awak takkan tak kenal agong.."

kalau die ok cakap nak melawak2 it's fine..tapi bila cakap in different tone..macam..haih mamat ni..plus he has some attitude that makes you want to kill yourself rather than dealing with him..

haih..different people...different attitude..different stupidity..

i just got back from clinic and guess what..

i've got the mc..

but surprisingly i feel like i have to go to work tomorrow since i've taken too many medical leave past few months..

pelik kan..me? nak pegi keje esok..but we have to wait and see..

rasa rugi pulak ada mc and tak guna..hehe..

it just devastating when you're trying to be nice and people judge you differently..

it makes you wonder.. cant you just be a nice person and not being misjudge by others..

its like being nice will led to bad impression..

contoh, bila kita diam je orang kata kita sombong tapi bile kita try jadi friendly, orang kata kita taktau malu pulak..

but it's hard to pleased everyone isnt it..

but still..it just quite devastating to deal with different kind of people with different kind of judgement..

haih...dont care..dont want to think about it..

but i need to learn something first..

how to stop overthinking..

anyone?