Monday, October 22, 2012

the greatest gift from Allah S.W.T

Alhamdullillah syukur ke hadrat ilahi, i'm officially a mother of a beautiful baby girl i*ve ever seen (eceh anak sendiri kan. tanya mana2 mak pon, their child will be the cutest child compare to others. *bias mode on**) on 17 September 2012,

After all the pain, dissapointment , Allah S.W.T granted us, my husband and i this child. I find out i was pregnant early this year and to be frankly, i didnt tell that i'm pregnant to everyone. Even my bestfriend knows when i was almost 3 months of pregnancy.

If i were asked why didnt i announce that i was pregnant, my answer is that i'm still scared ifwhat had happen on previous pregnancy and i'm tired of answering and listening of what people had to say when i miscarried last year. Frankly, i can bear all the pain being poke and so on but i refuse to hear others opinion ot so called condolences

Eh apa ni, buat apa cerita kisah lalu. Let bygones be bygones, isnt it. Allah has granted me a beautiful child. Betullah, setiap perkara yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Alhamdullillah.. Eill tell more on the journey of motherhood. Barulah sekarang betul2 tau kenapa kita kena hormat mak 3 kali sebelum ayah..hehe